Sabtu, 24 September 2011

30 Random Things

Found this on Tumblr, but gonna do it here instead.
1. Five ways to win my heart
-Be funny; tell me the corniest jokes, your most embarrassing experiences, etc.
-Apply the little things; give me flowers, open the door for me, tell me I still look pretty when I obviously don't, hug me from the back, do silly things with me, give me your jacket when you think I feel cold, ask how I'm doing, randomly tell me what you think, annoy me, frequently kiss my cheek or forehead (only that) all of a sudden, tell me about your friends and family, make me smile when I have bad days, etc.
-Be creative or spontaneous; don't just ask me to dinner/movies all the time, ask me to ice skate, go bowling, karaoke, or even dance in the rain, study together with me, go travelling, go to the museum, etc.
-Be cheesy but don't overdo it; play me a song on your guitar, or better yet, write me a song, even if it sucked, I don't care, show me some soccer or basketball tricks, teach me how to play pool or bowling or golf, etc.
-Be pious; pray and read Al-Qur'an together with me, ask God to protect me, and protect us, etc.
2. Something you feel strongly about
My religion, Islam. I believe strongly that Islam is the right religion. I'm not being racist to other religions, but it's just a fact to me, my personal beliefs. I also feel strong about always being in God's right path. I believe that God is always there for me and protect me from any harm. I believe that God has planned out my life better than what I've imagined (Insya Allah...). I love Allah SWT faithfully. Especially for everything God has given me, I am truly blessed and grateful.
3. A book you love
Justin Bieber's First Step To Forever. It's a beautiful true story about a boy's dream who came true mixed with humor, inspiration, and dedication. Justin Bieber is a true artist.
4. Bullet your whole day
I unfortunately don't understand what this means. My apologies. Next.
5. Things you wanna say to an ex
Thank you for once loving me. I only have one ex, so this one particularly goes to an obvious guy if you really know me in real life. After knowing each other for 2 years. I've always had a crush on him. We were best friends, I was hoping for more, but it was just that to him. Until one day he said to me he had a crush on me too, to which I said that I also had a crush on him. We eventually went out together and making it official on March 15th. Anyway, what makes me feel so special being in his arms is because of the fact that he's gorgeous, and probably every girl desired to be with him, but he still chose to be with me. ME. It's still unbelievable. So, if you're him and you're reading this, which I doubt you ever will, I wanna thank you for everything. Thank you for making me feel like I actually meant something to you. Thank you for your warm arm and shoulder I used to slept on in the car on our way to and from school everyday. Thank you for the poem, if you still remember, because I do. It was so sweet, by the way. Thank you for choosing me, when a lot of girls are falling for you. Thank you for defending me and say that I'm beautiful, when all of your guy friends say "Why the heck do you wanna be with her? She's ugly. You've got a lot of girls in the tip of your hands!". That meant A LOT to me. Thank you for saying "Not yet" instead of "What? Ew, NO!" when we haven't dated yet but were pretty close and your friends asked "Are you and Nadya a couple?". It may mean nothing to you, but it meant everything to me. Thank you for always being there for me when I felt insecure. And at last, thank you for loving me for the way that I was and am. Despite all the bumps on the road we've dealt with, I will always care for you. I hope we'll forever be in each other's lives, because as you said, "We're besties for life" :)
6. Your views on mainstream music
I like SOME mainstream music, but A LOT of it are just so overrated. Like Katy Perry, or Lady Gaga, for example. Their music are good, but sometimes not that great, but they're always on the top charts or nominations just because their names are big. It's annoying because sometimes smaller, independent artists are better.
7. Five pet peeves
I don't know what pet peeves mean but I think it's some things you can't stand, correct? If so, here it is.
-Judgmental people who judge others based on how they look, not their personalities
-Insects, especially cockroaches
-Guys who are hot, yes, but they know they're hot and become so full of themselves
LOL I don't know what else. 3 first for now, kay?
8. What you ate today
I ate fried egg and rice in the morning, and spaghetti for dinner.
9. How important you think education is
I think education is important for your future jobs. But I think we should just learn the things we're interested in. You know, like if you wanna be a music label producer, what's the use of learning vector? Nothing. Those shits will just explode your fucking brain. Sorry, it's personal. If I tell you what on earth I wanna be, I know you'd think it's impossible but we'll see cause I don't know either, but being one you don't need to learn anything. Selena Gomez is exhibit A. She's super successful and she doesn't even know how much is 6x6. Stupid. I still don't know what I want to major in. And now I'm forced to pick a department. Well, whatever it is, I just don't wanna wake up one day when I'm 40 with a bitter realization that I hate my job because I was forced to pick a career now. I'm lost.
10. Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that played
-It Will Rain by Boyce Avenue
-Crystalised by The xx
-Can U Get Wit It by Usher
-Can't Have You by Jonas Brothers
-All I Need Is You by The Click Five
-Remembering You by Steven Curtis Chapman
-Hey Baby by Gwen Stefani
-All I Need by Tom Felton
-The Way I Loved You by Taylor Swift
-Only One by Yellowcard
Wow, such cheesy songs......
11. Your family
-My mom; she's the best mom any girl could ever wish for. She's the most beautiful woman in the world, inside and out. She's amazing, propitious, marvelous, amazing, noble, lovely, divine, and GOSH! She's too perfect for words. I love her to death. There's nothing I cherish the most in this world. I can't live without her.
-My dad; best daddy in the whole wide world!!!! I love him so much. He is such a gentleman. I can't describe how much I appreciate everything he has done for me and my family. I will never be able to repay him. My dad is my hero.
-My older sister; she's beautiful. I'm always compared with her but she's always the better one. It used to hurt but I'm used to it now. She's lovable sometimes, but also a pain the ass sometimes. You know, the typical sister. Whom I still love unconditionally. I'd do anything for her.
-My younger sister; she's adorable. Sometimes her attitude makes me wanna eat her up, but sometimes she's the sweetest little girl you'd ever meet. I love her too, no matter what. Hurt her and I'll break you.
12. Five guys whom you find attractive
-Justin Bieber
-Logan Lerman
-Freddie Highmore
-Josh Hutcherson
-Cameron Mitchell
Actually I still have a pretty long list but that's my top five, LOL.
13. Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are in it
I've always loved my body, and I'm comfortable in it. I'm ideal, I think. I weigh 44 kg and I'm 156 cm high. I love my body. I don't think I'm too skinny, and I'm not fat. I feel fine in it, I'd never wanna change it. Except for the fact that I'm mentally and physically weak. I don't know if that counts as my body, but I hate how easy I break down after something that doesn't please me. Other than that, I'm thankful for my body.
14. What you wore today
At home in the morning and afternoon, I wore a short comfy pants and a lame T-shirt I've never worn anywhere but at home. In the evening, I went to the mall with my family and I wore my best top yet colored pink-ish red that I bought at Forever 21 and a light blue skinny jeans.
15. Your zodiac or horoscope and if you think it fits your personality
I'm a Libra, and from what I've read about Libra facts, I  think it does fit my personality. I've read a lot but why don't I show you one Libra fact right now and whether or not it's my personality. Here it is, "Classy, sociable, and passionate, Libra is a sign with its own unique brand of sexy." Well, I personally think it's true, LOL.
16. Something you always think "what if..." about
I've always think the things I think "what if" about are the things I regretted doing or choosing. Well, I currently have 3 'what if's.
-What if that one particular guy I had a crush on in middle school didn't know that I "like" like him? We'd still be close friends and he wouldn't try to get away from me whenever he gets the chance to, like since he knew and until now.
-What if I chose to go to SMAN 68 instead of Labschool for high school? I don't regret this decision 100%, not yet anyway, but I'm definitely depressed right now and I'm just wondering would I still feel like this if I have gone to SMAN 68.
-What if I was nicer in elementary school? I wish I wasn't the way I was back in elementary school. I was, well, the mean girl, you can say. I used to pick a fight all the time. I had the best friends, my life was amazing. But all of that changed when middle school started. None of them are still close to me because I was mean. I regretted being that girl. If only they know how I am now, we'd all still be closer.
17. Something that you're proud of
I'm proud of my great grades when I passed middle school. I was the 4th rank, baby! Still super proud because what can I say, I've always been and felt stupid, but graduated with high honors was probably the highlight of my life so far.
18. A problem that you have had
I overthink. I stress out over things that don't need to be stressed about. Looong story, I don't wanna talk about it here. I also have stage fright. I can sing and act, I think. I'm just scared that I'll choke or screw up or can't hit the high notes when I do it in front of a lot of people. I just hope that one I'll break through my shell and will be able to make my dreams come true :( AMIN!
19. Five items you lust after
-Cute tops; mostly loose shirts.
-High heels; ankle heels, not wedges.
-Hot shorts; ripped and bedazzled.
-Dresses; long or short, doesn't matter as long as it's sophisticated.
-Converse; they look good with any outfits ;)
20. Your fears
Losing the ones I love, being alone, not being able to rely on anyone, vicious people, bad grades, not making my parents proud of me, hating my job in the future, and last but not least, I am most afraid of that if God gave up on me and decide not to care and protect me anymore :(
21. How you hope your future will be like
Oh my God, where do I begin? I hope my dreams will come true, that's for sure. I know what I wanna be but I'm not gonna mention it here. I also want to be able to prove my doubters wrong, and help people in need cause I'll have a lot of money, and mostly make my parents go "That's our baby!" and be proud of me. I also hope for a guy I've always pictured; (look at number 1) + good looking, so I like my view when I wake up in the morning, LOL. I can't wait for the days we'd both be in our apartment, cuddling and watching a movie, playing boardgames, and stuff like that. I'd be wearing his oversized T-shirt and we'd make dinners and I'd sleep in his arms on our couch. I'm not hoping for a total fairytale love, cause it somehow doesn't exist, I just want it to be simply romantic. Oh, please God make it come true!!!!! :')
22. Your academics
Bad. I'm so lazy it even sickens me. I can get good marks when I want to study but I don't know why nowadays I'm just so lazy. I don't wanna talk about it, it always brings me down. I don't wanna think I'm stupid. I'm smart, I just have to put my mind into it.
23. Something that you miss
-Everything about middle school; the friends, the teachers, the school atmosphere. I loved middle school! Sure, I hated it at first, but now I miss it more than anything :(
-Everything about elementary school; ditto as middle school. Except maybe for the fact that I miss middle school more.
24. Five words/phrases that makes you laugh
-"Can I slytherin?"; you'd know if you like Tom Felton also.
-"Marshall and I have been together 15 years and the only debate we've had about Tommy Boy is whether it's awesome or super awesome. That's love, bitch!"; Ohai there, a HIMYM fan as well?
-"Give me an 'R'!" "'R'!" "Give me a 'U'!" "'U'!" "Oh, she's gonna spell 'Russo'!" "Give me a 'kidding me'?" "'Kidding me'! ....Hey!"; Wizards of Waverly Place funniest script.
-"I don't care what you say, I don't care what you say, just cause you're my daddy doesn't mean you'll get it your way, nee-ner-nee-ner-nee-ner, you're so mean-ner-nee-ner..."; sing it with Hannah Montana's He Could Be The One melody.
-"Hey, there are 21 letters in the alphabet, right?" "Uhmm... 26." "Oh right, sorry, I forgot u, r, a, q, t."; the cutest pick-up line!
25. Something you're currently worrying about
-I'm worried about the mid-term test in 2 weeks. I don't wanna get bad grades. I have to study!
-I'm worried about the pre-Observation Trip and the Observation Trip. I'm scared that I would be yelled at by the seniors. I'm scared if I won't be strong enough to go through those 5 days in a lower-class village. I just want to get it over with because I'm so nervous about it.
26. Things you like and dislike about yourself
Things I like:
-I like my body
-I like my sense of humor; I can't help it if I'm hilarious (LOOOOOOL)
-I like my lips; I think it's kinda sexy :*
-I like how easy I can understand things, most of the times
-I like how I still have the right minds and I'm still on the right path of life
 Things I don't like
-I don't like my face; I'm ugly, no need to tell me I already fucking know
-I don't like how easy I forget school subjects
-I don't like how mentally dying I am
-I don't like my shoulder; they're somehow weird
-I don't like my zits; PLEASE BE GONE
-I don't like my hair; they're so thin and definitely damaged
-I don't like my back; it's ugly there and it's not smooth, not gonna tell ya any further but I know you got the picture
-I don't like my eyes; they're so horrible and I can't see a shit without my glasses!
-I don't like how I stress over unimportant things
-I don't like how nervous I get for things that don't need to be nervous about
-I don't like how lazy I am when it comes to studying
27. A quote you try to live by
"Don't let fear control you." -Unknown
28.  Somewhere you'd like to move to or visit
I'd like to move to Montreal, Canada or Los Angeles I've always pictured it to be such a beautiful place to live in. I'd also like to visit Europe, for sure. Also Abu Dhabi, thanks to Sex And The City 2. What else? Oh, NEW YORK! How could I forget. I'd like to move to New York too, maybe. You know, like live in an apartment in New York and go to work, that'd be awesome.
29. Five weird things that you like
-The smell of gasoline
-The smell of cigarettes
-Someone's room full of posters of their idols, like me
-Pretending to have a concert in my room where I picture there are thousands of fans!
30. One thing you're excited for
I don't know, my life in more years to come, I guess. I can't wait to graduate from school/university and get married!!!!!! LOL

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