He did hurt me, but to be honest, I could never be mad at him.
Why is that?
What do you say? Too impossible?
Forcing laughter, faking smiles. I'm getting the hang of it.
100% true. Keeping this in mind.
And I hope you meant it when you said all those stuff that only you and I know of.
Nothing is sadder.
I still remember the feeling <3
I have abandonment issue, and you're making it worse.
I'm so stupid.
OH MY GOD
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?
WHY DO THIS FEELING HAS TO EXIST?
He chose "or", or.........? Whatever.
Please stop hurting me and just love me back. PLEASE I'M BEGGING YOU LOL.
It all started the same. "So there's this guy.......", whilst butterflies flying in one's stomach as one tell their tale. And ended up with "He broke my heart. I'm so stupid." Ugh, I should've known better. Like seriously, what the fuck is wrong with me? I was a freaking cynical and love-sucks-whatever-lol-bye kind of gal, he changed that. But hey, I'm only human and I'm entitled to my feelings, and people make mistakes. Can't think of a single thing I learned from this now, but I'm pretty sure this will all be nothing but a joke to me someday. And I can't wait for that 'someday'.